My Past

Everything doesnt matter for you
What is gone is gone, that's the past
But you failed to see my pain
Which lies behind a mask

Not easy to get out of my mind
Not easy to push it from my sight
Feeling alone, scared and deep despair
This is the battle I everyday fight

You touched my heart like an innocent boy
But beat me down and raped my joy
Amist this loss I can never cope
Don't know why do I still wait for a hope

Covering up my bruises with many excuses
By facing the world day by day
Trying to ditch my present state
Wanting my emotions to go away